| At Christmastime in 1952,
Mommy went to a cocktail party, and then she really needed to ask
God for help, because a man who was drunk walked up to her and said
something to her that was worse than hitting her.
Mommy saw a beautiful book about angels in the house. It belonged
to the friend who gave the party. It was written in French, and
it was called Anges. In the book, there were pictures of
angels that were painted a long time ago, and some that were painted
not so very long ago. When Mommy saw the book, she was so happy,
and talked to the people about the beautiful paintings and the description.
This man, who has a little living girl, walked up to my Mommy,
and said, "Put that book down! Forget all about angels! Forget
all about Linda! Don't ever think about her anymore! Don't talk
about her!"
She couldn't answer him for a little while, and then she said
as quietly as she could, "I don't think I'm supposed to forget
about Linda."
When he said, "Yes, you are ! Just be an average American
citizen and think only about the things you do every day, not God,
not about angels, or heaven, or anything but everyday, normal things!"
Mommy just looked at him, because she wouldn't speak any further
and let people know how badly she was hurt. She always taught me
to be brave and smile when things went wrong!
For three days, Mommy was very sick, because she couldn't understand
anyone being so cruel and thoughtless. Then she started going to
churches everywhere and praying as hard as she could. She didn't
think she was wrong to be happy when she saw the book on angels
and to talk about them. After she felt better, she thought about
the book, a big book with a blue cover, and she wanted it. She knew
it came from France, so she didn't think she could ever have it,
but the more she thought about it, the more she felt the book would
help her. But she never talked about it to anybody.
A few weeks later, it was Mommy's birthday, January 31st.
She was home, one day, resting in the afternoon. When she heard
the outer front door slam and something drop, she went to the door
in time to see a mail truck disappear.
She opened the door and saw a large package. It was heavy,
and she sat down to open it. As the wrappings came away, she saw
Anges. The book had been sent by Aunt Celeste, Mommy's sister,
from Seattle, Washington.
Mommy couldn't understand how Aunt Celeste could have found
the book, and she was so grateful for her sending it. Of course,
Aunt Celeste is very beautiful and very clever, but that couldn't
explain the funny coincidence. She used the book so much when she
started writing the book on the angels, for next Christmas, that
she decided she was just supposed to have it! So the man was all
wrong! It seems the prayers helped Mommy, and she prayed for the
man too, for God to show him how he mustn't forget Him. She decided
it was all a test of how much she, herself, believed.
Of course, it proved I didn't want Mommy to forget me. I wanted
her to remember me and keep on loving me the way I remembered her
doing, and try to help her. Our prayers helped each other.
Another time, and this was the time that really proved
to Mommy we must forgive our enemies and pray for them, was when
Mommy was made to leave a job in a flower shop where she was very
happy, because a woman came in to work who was much older and wanted
to rule her.
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