| I was worn out from caring
for my little girl for months. So I just let it go, and then, a
few days later, I was called by the Art Department of Towson High
School to substitute. This was the high school in the county where
we lived. I had been there many times in many departments, but never
before in the Art Department, or in any other department, for more
than a day or so at a time, because, of course, the teacher always
came back when I got underway and really got the kids to respect
me, not throw things at each other, and so forth.
So there I was in the Art Department. I looked around me, and
there was every material that anyone could possibly need for a fine
painting. I had the material for a class in composition because
I had the idea of a composition design with a straight line and
a circular line, and so forth. I thought that the best way I could
possibly teach something in this class was by standing up there
and showing them how I myself would go about painting a picture.
It was quite successful, and they did many things. The class itself
responded beautifully, and I got my painting
done.
On the last day, when I wanted to put the angels' wings on, I couldn't
decide whether I should put white or yellow wings; I saw no yellow
in those angels, only white. But, because I saw yellow wings on
a study by Blake, the idea came to me-perhaps I should put yellow
wings on the angels instead of white!
It was an unspoken thought, and I stood there for quite a while
thinking about it. Finally, I put the white wings there and took
my picture and left.
I went to the Faculty Club of the University where we had dinner
quite often, and I happened to meet the friend who had sent me to
the church. We had our dinner, and then I asked this friend to come
over to the car to look at the painting and tell me how he liked
the way I had painted the church. He came over to the car, and I
took the painting out and showed it to him. He just stood there.
He looked so mystified and so perplexed that I asked him what was
wrong.
He finally said, "Why, Eleanor, you've painted the
interior of the church exactly as it was more than thirty-five
years ago, before the church was completely remodeled."
I was as mystified then, as he was. That was before I was born!
I said, "Do you mean these angels look exactly like the ones
that were on the walls over there?"
He said, "They were circling around just like that; they
were large; and they were ...I don't think the pose was the same,
there are certain things not the same...and they were clothed in
garments that were tinted." He said, "That is, I think
they were; I was a little boy, and I can't remember exactly."
It mystified and amazed me so much that, when I got home, my
eyes seemed to become almost blind from the shock, and I went around
the house turning on all the lights because I felt so in the dark
about the whole thing.
Meanwhile, many other incidents had happened all surrounding
the little books, the little Golden Books that Linda had wanted
just before she became so ill and the woman who had borrowed the
little Golden Books.
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